貧乏留学日記 in Australia

2018年夏、留学生活スタート        

172 days

Hi everyone
I'm ★, It is the last day to come to inforum and
to meet my teachers and friends as well.
So I'm feeling really sad and nervous because I'm not good at give a speech. I just try.
can i try this on?? Do i look ok? thank you.
First,I'd like to say thank you to teachers, all staffs, and classmate, my friends.
Studying abroad has been my dream since when I was a hight school student. So finally dream came true. it was a big desition of my life because I quited job, I don't have enough money to live on, I also don't have connection. So I was very worried about this before i came to australia. But now,I've met alot of foreign friends and japanese friends as well. and I had a precious time in inforum.I never forget this experiences.
any way ,thank you for every thing!!
See you again!!

171 days

I've been living on Gold Coast for 171 days.
I'm going to graduate from the language school 2 days later.

 

Recently I don't feel like doing anything.
So I rested the school these days.
I've never absented the class before.
It was a first time.
I need to rest because I'm worried about a lot of things such as my English skills and next school.

 

I decided to return to japan temporaly only 5 days in April to maintin my study motivation and eat prenty of japanese foods and meet my family or friends as well.

Some of my friends recomended me about return to japan because I was nervous about entering new school.
My friends was encoureging me So I'm getting better.

 

I'm moving this saturday near next school.
The new house which is quite dirty and it might appear some cockroach in my room.
If I move, I need to clean my room prompt.
I'll get used to live in.
what more, my friends also live there who is going to same school.

it's good opportunity to live together because she have already known well about school.
I would learn from her a lot of tips.

 

By the way, I have to prepare a guraduation speech until Friday.
I haven't made it yet.
It can't be easy to give my speech in front of other students because I'm not good at it.
I'm still struggling in speaking English.
I don't get use to it.

However, I've been studying here almost 6 months.
I can't escape from that because it contain with the class.
If I do it, I would have more self-confidence.

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Day 118

ご無沙汰です。

気づいたら118日です。。

 

最近は、英語を話したくない、誰とも話したくないという

状況が続き、今週は全く勉強していません。。。

 

毎日日本のドラマを見ていました。

 

こっちまで来てなにをやっているのだろう、、、

という状況ですが、今の私には必要なことでした。

 

語学学校に通い4か月が経ちますが、

自分の英語力のなさに毎日落ち込み、焦り、

負のジレンマです........

 

すべては自分の努力が足りない。

 

バイトも初めて1か月たつのかな、、、

もっと日本でお金を貯めて、勉強に遊びに集中できる

環境の中での留学にしたほうがよかったのか?

これでは本末転倒でないか。

お金が無いから遊びにいけない、

毎週パーティー三昧の若い子をみて羨んだり。

 

あれだけ日本で強い意志を固めてきたのにも関わらず、

本当にこの選択でよかったのか?

なーんて考えてしまったり。

 

人間はないものねだりだなーと。。

日本で海外に憧れてこっちでの生活を選択してきたけれど、

時々OLしていた頃が懐かしくなったり。

 

一週間頑張って働いて、金曜日にコンビニでお酒とおつまみ買って、

家飲みしていたあの頃。

そんな小さなことが幸せだったなー。

 

もがいて、悩んで、あれだけ早く辞めたいと思っていた仕事も、

今ではあの環境で仕事させて頂けたこと、

本当に有難いことだったなと手放して分かりました。

 

何を考えてるんだか.....

そんな考えて悩んでいる暇があったら、

少しでも英語の勉強を....

 

最近は自分に甘えてしまっています。

今年も残すところ1か月弱。

頑張っていこう。

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Day 71

How time flies!!

I've been living here for 71 days.

I can't believe....


By the way, I got a massage job.
To be honest,I wanted to work in restaurant.
But It was really difficult for me because many japanese people looking for same job like me.

So I changed my plan,I looked for the massage job.
I picked up some massage shop and closely examined because some shops are sexual.
eventually I narrow down the shop to 2,I got a job.

I'm training at the moment how to massage.
It's difficult for me because this is first time do massage.
But learning new things is very interesting.
If I get a massage skills, I can cure a lot of people who have stiff neck and backache.

I'm not used to massage so I have muscle pain.
But this is what I want to do.
the purpose which came to Australia is learning massage.
It's a great oppotunity.
I have to memorize the procedure of massage and have to use a whole bodys to prevent damase my arm.
I only practice again.


I don't like study using some English text.
I thought today that learning English from Youtube is really interesting.
I can listen to English a lot of type.
So from now on, I will use it every day !!!


I have to do many things tomorrow.
Doing laundry, Doing make a lunch box four worth.
I go to bed...

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Day 65

オーストラリアに来て3か月目突入してますが、

自分の英語力が上がっている気がしません....

 

すべては自分次第。

周りに流されることなく、

掲げた目標を達成することに集中します。

 

え~っと、話は変わりますが、

オーストラリアに来て何が恋しいかというと

日本食です。

毎日自炊生活ですが、

誰かの作ったご飯が食べたいです。

そして日本のビールが飲みたい。。

節約のため、酒飲んでません.........

 

ただ、仕事が決まったので

余裕がありそうならちょいちょい飲んでいこうかなと。

 

週に250$稼げれば、こっちで生きてけます。はい。

頑張ります。

 

当分は旅行なんてできないな~なんて思ってるんですが、

Byron Bayに行きたくなってしまったので

沢山稼いで、来年語学学校を卒業した次の日に

4日間くらい行けたらな~なんて思ってます。

$300位あればいけるかなぁ。。

 

では。

 

 

 

62 Day

Recently,I'm just looking at job website many times.
I try to contact to manager but it doesn't reply from a shop.
How difficult...

If I got a job,I would enjoy this life..........

I had a job interview after school.
But,the shop which still doesn't open.
I didn't know can i earn money.

I try to contact other shop.

Day 59

I don't get a job yet.
I don't mind...It's false.
I decide that I definitely get a job until 30 october.
If i don't get a job until next month,I won't live on Gold Coast.
I have to go back japan because I haven't money.
I can't rely on my parents.I can't.

I'm going to look for a job on wednesday.
It's my day off So I give out my resume to some shops on foot.
Getting a job is so difficult for me.
I think so difficult it much more than I expected it.
I thought easy before but I'm facing that problem.
One of shop offered me a job but wage was so low.
Although It was lllegar wages.I decided I don't work that shop.

I want to work in japanese restaurant because i can get a oppotunity to talk to customer.
It's necessery for me.
I never give up.